Giving it to God

I realized something tonight. I know nothing else about my life, nothing for sure, except that I love my God, my Lord and Saviour. I have nothing else at this point, nothing that I can or want to count on, or at least nothing that isnt directly from God or a result of my relationship with Him. I realize that now. And it scared my at first, but now I'm so excited about that. I dont want anymore than that. I mean really, I'll be the first to admit I've relied on things other than God, primarily myself, and it dont work. Ever. I want my focus to be on God. This just hit me so hard tonight, I really cant decide anything for myself, in reality it should all be in God's hands. I want to spend my life serving Him, doing what He wants. I'm done with relying on myself or other people, I give it to God. I have a feeling that He'll have a lot more success than I have.